FATE'S LOOM

few weeks back, i’ve been debating with someone about me having a heart disease of some sort, because my heart beats slower than usual. (the last time i had a medical test, my heartbeat based on an ecg machine was just 44beats per minute.) and why he came up with the idea is because my mom had had a heart disease when she was younger.

but on the past minutes of this night, as i was reading Hunger Games, my heartbeats were strangely fast, as if i was running.

the story caught my life again and as i try to make a logical post now, i’m trying so hard to bring my mind back up from the arena where Katniss and Peeta had been for the game.

i suppose this was the first time again that i’d read a really good book. i had been too busy last sem for academics and Corps stuffs that i didn’t afford time to relax a bit. i remembered i dreamt of a post-apocalyptic world the first night that i’d started reading the book.

now that i’d finished it, i have to start reading the 2nd one in the trilogy and have to finish reading the series before the classes resume on june. (which is an attainable one since i still have more than 2weeks left for the summer vacation).

i don’t think how this post will help me fall asleep fast, but i kind of thought that maybe writing my thoughts down, even though how senseless they are, is still a type of letting go just for tonight, hoping i won’t bring the them in my dreams.

and oh, about the dream i’d told at the beginning of this post….i was the Katniss there, but up to now, i still hadn’t figured out whether the man that had starred there was Gale or Peeta. nevermind.

have a happy dream guys. :]

beben-eleben:

 LOL they can barely predict the weather.

ASA may Minions sa 2013.

HNDI AKO NANINIWALA DYAN. kasi naniniwala ako sa sakramento ng pagpapakasal. ng pagsasabi mo sa isang babae ng mga pangako mo para sa kanya sa habambuhay, at sinasabi mo yun sa harap ng tao at ng Diyos. hndi ka naman ginawa ng Diyos para makasakit ng babae o manloko, kundi para sambahin Sya at gawin ang mga tama para Sakanya. at isa na dun ang magiong mabuting asawa’t ama.

kaya please lang kayong mga lalake makuntento na sa isa. nakakairitang makapakinig na ang ginagawa nyong excuse sa pangangaliwa nyo eh dahil ipinanganak na kayong ganyan. edi sana hndi na kayo nabuhay.